Friday, February 1, 2013

Boob Identity Crisis

Ever since I scheduled my surgery, I find myself having odd thoughts, like, "This will be the last winter I have nipples," and, "My upcoming trip to Florida will be my last vacation with real boobs."  Weird, right?  I've also been browsing maxi dresses online because I'm going to Florida in March for my little brother's wedding, and I need some cute stuff to wear.  I've recently become obsessed with maxi dresses, but that's really not my point.  Anyway.  So I'm looking at maxi dresses and realizing that I probably shouldn't buy any because right now, with my DDs, I need a size Large.  But after my surgery and fills and everything, clothes are going to fit so differently.  I mean, I'm going from a DD to almost totally flat, and then two weeks later I can start getting fills, but it will be at least 6 weeks before I'm at the size I think I want to be, which is a large B.  I've been top heavy all my life and I'm over it.  I'm excited to see what my new body will look like, but it freaks me out a little when I think about how I have no idea how my clothes will fit.  It's going to take a lot of getting used to.  This is going to be my frumpy summer where nothing quite fits right, I think!

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